ok so my writing did not go to plan. I'm currently moving around B&B's and have had no internet -_- BUT i have it now so i hope to have a new episode up in the near future!!!
so this is my first journal entry........HI JOURNAL!!!
today once again I woke up at around 2am my days have recently become nights and nights day. i eventually crawled back into bed around 11am. I feel like I'm missing out on so much life right now just due to illness, stress and general anxiety. Im currently taking new medication for my depression and every so often when my anxiety becomes too much i have valium to calm myself to a controllable state.
I actually managed around 8pm to leave the house and face the outside world for the first time in around a week -_- I dived right in and went to the cinema!!!!! ( anyone who has anxiety will